lets c...
the world is unfair...
hmmm....
nt dat i hate the world o sumtin....
is jz dat when u woke up after ur afternoon slp....
n saw a 17-inch macbook pro in frnt of u...
bt doesnt belongs to u....
u tend to hav tis thought....kns...

my rmmate...
returned frm his country ytd...
n immediately...
i felt like my life is a bit the different....-.-"....
his return ended my monopoly of the rm...
my happiness....gone wif the wind.....

finally...i was able to study sumtin....
able to memorize sumtin...
haha...
n lets hope dat all of us wil survive thru the epidemic next wk....
muahahaha....

n im lookin forward to watch transformers 2 after cts!!!!
all the best to everyone....
wish me luck too....=p....

posted by ah dong ♥

wad wil u do to save urself??
frm loneliness...
frm dying out of boredom....

for me...
me was tokin to my bunny n eey-oh...(is a combi of eeyore n pooh)
sound stupid...
at least "dey" created sound around me...

me world was stagnant for the past few days...
n it wil continue on...
save me...

me nid sum1......

posted by ah dong ♥

im jz being random in the middle of the nite....
i got nth better to do...
haha...

hmmm....
lets c....
wif 99% of my brain malfunctionin....
i couldnt make myself tink...
or even see tings well...
coz my brain nid stress...
is like fuel for it...
da bian....
mayb after 1 or 2 more hours...
my brain couldnt answer wad is 1+1= ...
da bian....

i gt no vision for cts...
bt i keep tinkin of wad i wanna do after cts....
train hard for bbol....
wad to teach...or wad to do durin pa trng...
how to save money...
all these stuff....
i jz cant c me sittin down doin well for my cts....
da bian....

used up 40 bucks to stock up....
so dat i could rot inside my rm wif food supply....
bt is crap....
i ate haf of the bread wich im supposed to like eat it over the 4 days....
n i ate haf of my tuna when im suppose to wait til next week....
wanna eat cornflakes bt realised dat my spoon in eyang rm....
n he nt in his rm...
cz he kena quarantine...
for travellin to canada...haha...

anyway...
i jz screwed the gift dat he bought me frm alaska...
is a super nice bottle...
wich is made up of plastic...(none of us noe tis fact until i screwed it up)
i try to disinfect the bottle wif hot water...
so i add hot water into the bottle...
after a few seconds...
i heard metallic sound...
i look down n saw the metal part of the bottle drop of....
i was stunned when i raised my new bottle...
n saw the lower part melted n twisted...-.-"...
a bit the shocked...n extremely sad....
whr gt bottle dat kent hold hot water!!!!
stupid....kns....

alrite....
done wif all the random stuff...
i jz wanna lie down on the bed n slp til cts over....

i wan macbook pro...
i wan a car...
i wan myself bek....

posted by ah dong ♥

a bit the blur n dumb dumb tis few days....
all bcoz of studyin....kns...
haiz...
sumthin jz happen to my monkey brain...
couldnt study...couldnt concentrate...
haiz....

shud stop whinnin...
haha...
ive been bz studyin until i lazy update my blog...
haha...

anyway...
hapi burthday to ah mei n gene....
hope dey enjoy their burthday in the midst of mugging...
though i tink dey wun mug today...-.-"...haha...

every1...
mug hard....
加油!!

posted by ah dong ♥

happy father's day to my father...
haha...
though he wun b readin my blog...
haha...

woke up tis mornin n found myself wakin up too early....
trng at 12 bt i woke up at 9...-.-"...

anyway...
the trng isnt a real trng la...
i mean sham pang us....
he left when v reach thr...-.-"...
lucky all the ancestors were thr...
so v manage to form teams n play games...
and i realise im stil dat weak...kns...

after trng...
i went to eat wif my 4-7 '08 class...
it was quite fun to a certain extend...
haha...
bt im missing all my best frends...
yk,birdbird,eric,jibei...
springsfield pangseh oso...
all the cock....kns....
anyway...
is glad to c all of dem n hear all the stories frm dem....
haha...

anyway...
is time for me to start workin agn....

btw ppl...
i wil b in lt5 control tmr frm 8...
come pop by n accompany...可怜一下我啦....
apparently im goin to b alone tmr...T.T...
haha...

*i wan ice cream!!!!is freakin hot here!!!!

posted by ah dong ♥

quite surprised when i found myself actualli sittin down n doin work....
haha...
a bit stupid n random...
haha...

anyway...
duno whether my remainin muggin clan...(left me n mokha)
wil continue to study tgt o nt...
cz stupid ah maa decided to lock herself up in her own rm for the rest of the hols...
while gf is happily enjoyin her vacation in msia...-.-"...
ct comin stil go msia...kns...
haha...
anyway...hope she hav a safe trip to msia tmr...
and return to sg safely...

also im hopin dat tmr's 4-7 '08 dinner wil b a fun 1...
haha...
ppl like birdbird, eric and yk who went missing...
hope dat could meet dem some other day...

and do visit my pw blog..!!
support my grp and leave comments for us...
thx a lot...

posted by ah dong ♥

-.-"....
bloggin frm frend hse nw...
haha...
was bz-ing editin pw blog the whole morning...
though quite sien...
bt is fun to stay in an air-con rm n surfin random stuff...
and playin waka-waka in my laggy com...
haha...

ate sushi jz nw...
wow...haha...
mz thank my frend's parents for being such kind to us...
haha...


im one day closer to d-day...
haha...
transformers 2!!!

and hope dat tmr trng wil b an efficient 1...haha...
hope dat i will improve my shootin!!!-.-"...

shud focus on pw nw...

posted by ah dong ♥

hmmm....
played bol tis mornin wif hong yew n his bunch of frends...
though nt rili exciting....
i mean atmosphere wasnt rite since the start...
haha...
bt the game manage to excite my monkey brain up.....
so instead of stonin whole day like a toad...
im a bit monkey nw...
haha...

been slpin after the game...
and woke up coz of grace sms....
hav to thx her...
if it wasnt for her...
i wun start studyin...
haha...

since my whole clan decided nt to study in skul....
i was agn alone...
in my rm...
tokin to my little toad...(a bit the retarded)
and my toad is dying..!!!!T.T....
mz change batt to keep him survive...
haha....

hav to go study b4 i lost my drive...

btw watch transformer wif me next week leh...
and the tag on pa blog is nt by me...(is hsiangway!!)
im stil a virgin on the tag board...
quite random...haha...

*hopin for food n ice cream to appear in frnt of me....

posted by ah dong ♥

baa baa black sheep....
.......

haiz....
im gettin lamer by the day...
a lot of work nt done...
a lot of chapter n topics untouch....

i keep doin random stuff in my room...
bt nt my work....
sumbody pls save me...
the loneliness is like cock...
actualli is the quietness....
haha...
fish............




*prayin hard dat i can mug efficiently frm nw on......

posted by ah dong ♥

rili miss dem a lot...
the ex-chssb mates...
haha...
havin dem around is jz diff...
c-ing n experiencin the sick stuff u nv get to touch in ur jc life...

as usual...
dey r crappy...n vulgar...n sick in the brain...
bt wadeva shit dey hav...
is gettin worse...

springsfield actin gay thru-out the thing...
touchin other ppl wif nt onli hands...bt legs...
tryin to seduce ppl...
is crap...haha...

havin dinner and crappin wif dem jz feel so diff...
v started off as a poor batch...
ppl quitin...bcumin inactive...
bt nw v r jz so close dat i kent rili imagine....
anyway...
thx for makin me spendin money...kns...
though i dun mind...
haha...
hope to hav more dinners n outings tgt...
"band sux...."
haha...

posted by ah dong ♥

wad the da bian la...
wakin up in the mornin...
n realize ur clan pang u...
suddenly jz no mood to study...
den went bek to slp agn...

lucky brandon col me...
n i end up muggin wif him...
quite cocky...
two guy sit facin each other...
n he suddenly disappear...while im stuck to my laptop...
haha...

arrr.....
stupid ah maa n gf pang me!!!!kns....
alrite...
shud start doin my work nw...
kns kns kns.....-.-"...

posted by ah dong ♥

while walkin bek frm the bus stop jz nw....
everytin flashed across my mind...
since the 1st day i join pa...
till nw...
it has always been filled wif sweet memories....
even wif all the scoldings...pms-ings....
bt nw...
everythin jz seem to contradict the meanin behind...
"the small and cosy family"...
are v rili dat small...??
and r v rili dat cosy...??
r v rili stil a family when v hav generation gap...??
when v hav cliques...??
when v hav all sorts of ppl havin different feelings towards each other...??
i blif thrs no any single family in tis world hav negative feelings towards each other forever...
is alrite to argue...
is alrite to fight...
bt arent all families bcome closer after fights n arguments...??
and arent all the members supposed to help each other...??
is sad to c our family disintegratin...
wif members leavin the family...for all sorts of reasons...

for me...
is nt rili the tech stuff...or servin ppl dat attract me to tis family...
the only attractive thing is...
the family itself...
is the bond...the happiness dat keep me goin in pa...

i knew dat thrs sumthin dat is unachievable...
i mean v all accept failures...v accept failin over n over agn...
bt v dun accept ppl nt tryin...
the sweetest memories...the happiest time...
doesnt come frm achievin sumthin...
dey came frm the process of tryin...n failin...n tryin agn...
and wif the whole family bein thr for u...
tryin n failin tgt wif u...
dey also came frm the part where u noe dat every single members r havin faith in u...
everythin is impossible when v noe thr no one thr to support us...
when v noe dat nobody r havin faith in us...

v dun col ourself "a small n cosy family" for nth...
n v nid ppl to hav faith in us...
v nid ppl to hav trust in us...
n v nid more shit so dat v can argue more n get closer...=p...



wad a cock walk dat kill my brain cells...
haha...
pls entertain me durin my walk next time...
my brain cells gt their rights to live as long as im alive...!!!
haha...
enjoy ur nights ppl...

posted by ah dong ♥

hmmmm....
actually nth serious la...
haha...
the meeting is quite cock....
jz keep tinkin of craps to keep the atmosphere easy....
haha....

and im surprised when my ah mei(joce) actually came for the meetin...
and she is actually early!!
haha...

anyway...
v wil b makin the control into a more cosy place...
and the seniors...
watch out!!
it wil b the best home ever for our family...
haha...
and to all the crew...
hope dat u all help us with cleanin up the contrl after cts...

bside dat...
im hopin dat all the crew(including exco) find me durin the hols...
to brush up all ur tech skills...
i rili hope dat v all can spend more time tgt tis hols...
mugging tgt...
haha...
and mug ur manuals...
haha...

anyway...
jz came bek frm trng...
haven bath yet...
haha...
a bit the smelly...
haha...

so...
haha...
hope dat i wil hav a efficient muggin session wif my "expanded" muggin clan tmr...
duno whether gt ppl leavin the clan after experiencin the below hell session...
haha...
c ya all...

posted by ah dong ♥

below all the fotos....
r masterpieces of zq n me...
v sort of hav a competition to c whos cropping skill the best...
in the end...
i mz say mine is the best...haha...


posted by ah dong ♥

im haf alive agn...
havin mornin trng...
runnin around like a haf alive zombie...
and my shootin r like hell after returnin frm m'sia...
out of 10 shots...
8 airbol...
2 miss...
none in...
wad the da bian...!!!!

im also lost in my own world...
nt noe-ing wad to do...
who to tok to...
wad to say...
wad to yell...
wad to sing...
the surroundin is too quiet...
too screwed up for me...

everythin caused my monkey brain to go hey-wire...
causin me to start on my trng manuals today...-.-"...
jz collected all the past years (04-07) manuals frm contrl...
wad the da bian life la...

im insane...!!!
muggin clan...
save me pls...
nid my momentum....
and sum1 pls tok to me....
the silence around me is....beyond hell....grrrr.....

posted by ah dong ♥

today marks the 1st day of my toad life...
im nt rili sad...
im jz shocked...haha...
cz i got the same old job agn...
like wad happen last year...
in chssb...

anyway...
im worried of future probs...
like wad happened last year in chssb agn...
jz hope dat all my frends in pa dun leave the family...
v nid u all to make a family...
v r nt complete wifout the presence of all of u...

nw movin on...
i want to thank all the excos and samuel...
dey rili help me a lot in my pa life...
and of coz allow me to b lame and shit...
and meanwhile endurin my craps and irritatin shit...
i will miss u all a lot la...
haha...

and to all the current excos...
v wil hav a great journey ahead...


mugging clan...
v r startin our plan soon...
watch out...
haha...

welcum to toad life!!!
training officer ah dong!!!

posted by ah dong ♥

jz finish my pa trng camp...
my 1st nj skul camp....
pa took my virginity away...!!!-.-"...
haha...
it was a whole day of fun...
and a whole day of being gl....
especially by those monkeys....!!!kns...

im rili grateful dat all the people r zai!!!
haha...
wifout dem helpin me today...i will crash n burn...
haha...
and im veri hapi to c all the people helpin each other out...
v r NT DEAD wifout the seniors....
muahahahaha.....

special mention(in no order of merit =p):
grace
eugene
jerrell
eugenie
hazel
william
huan gee
sharmaine
jocelyn
marcus
nurul
avery
teng hui
lucas
yuan zhi

thx all the ics oso...
haha...
anyway great job guys...!!!
though is nt rili an actual event....
haha...

hope dat v wil hav more fun tmr!!!
haha...
lookin forward to tmr...
haha...

posted by ah dong ♥

slept through 90% of the journey....
din even wake up for toilet break...-.-"...

glad to c ah maa...gf...mokha...zi quan n melvin after reachin vivo...
though hate dem for laughin at me when dey saw me...kns...
their presence rili touch me...
and wif their stupid eyes glued to my wallet....
haha...
anyway...
dey rox to the core!!
thx!!

after slackin in control...
went to play tennis wif dem in skul...(onli ah maa n melvin din play...dey go paktoh)
haha...
though rili doesnt feel like cumin bek here...
bt dey rili made me feel less emo...
haha...

the stupid bs washin machine scam my money agn...
dey set it to hav default delay start...
n scam away my 2 dollar...kns...
i rili hate njbs and nj to the core...
scammers....

i turned into a spider hunter jz nw...
while cleanin up my rm...
i slaughtered tons of spiders...-.-"...
dey r havin fun wif all my stuff while im away...kns...

luckily i get to enjoy 2 weeks of clean and fresh rm...
cz my roomate away...muaahaha....
im slpin alone to9...yea!!!

gtg slp nw...pa "camp" tmr!!!
stupid trng camp...
do all the technical stuff...
haha...
anyway hope dat it wil b whole day of fun tmr...
haha...

and i rili hapi dat i din grow any fat!!!
even i have been eatin non stop for the past 1 week!!!
world rox!!!=p...

ps hapi burthday fat gurl thiam

posted by ah dong ♥

haiz....
will b boardin my bus 8hrs later....
goin bek to sg....

though rili kent mug here la....
bt the FOOD here rili nice...
especially when u sit wif ppl in the pasar malam....
enjoyin fried chicken chop and asam laksa...
haha...
n chattin....crappin...
best feelin on earth....
and slurpin soya bean wif cincau...
muahahahaha......

haiz....
after returnin to "hell" tmr....
duno when could i come bek to my home sweet home agn.....
i rili miss all the food....
all the fun...
here....in my hse....
haha....

posted by ah dong ♥

thought dat i can at least learn sumthin today...
i ended up hearin nth cz the guy speak too fast n is in malay...
and thrs no book for me...
so i kent cover my notes...
means i kent mug in thr...
and i stoned in the rm for 3-4 hrs...
and went stonin under the sun for another 2 hrs...

the stupid thing jz screwed my day...

so nw im hopin dat i could at least enjoy n hav fun for the rest of the day....
im haf alive..............

ps get well soon.take care.

posted by ah dong ♥

haha...
im havin fun today!!!
haha...
my cousin brought her wii to my hse...
n im stil playin wif it nw...haha...

and im rili a pig nw...
i ate 2 bowls of penang hokkien mee at about 4...
and continue to fill myself wif 3 bowls of rice durin dinner...-.-"...

a bit emo nw oso...
hav to go bek soon...haiz...
and tmr hav to attend my drivin theory lesson...
is about 4-5 hrs...
n dey r speakin in malay...
which i kent rili understand...
so i jz hav to stone thr for ages...
b4 im free...
gudluck to me...

haha...
got to go...
goin to continue wif wii agn!!!=p...

posted by ah dong ♥

sad sad sad....
im missin all the fun!!!

my class is havin outin tmr wifout me!!!!
grrrr..........
though i quite hapi here...
surrounded by food everyday....
muahahaha....
bt i stil prefer the sun....

n i was told by my mum dat...
my family is goin to hong kong!!!!
bt wifout me.....-.-"....T.T....
dey goin during the malay's new year....
and i couldnt join dem coz i onli gt a day off....

anyway...
look forward to meetin the sun durin pa outing....
muahahaha....
it wil b fun!!!
haha....hope dat sum1 bring a rope thr n tie me up....
if nt i might go crazy....-.-".....

i jz finish another mango....woooo!!!!
=p....

hope dat my muggin clan can mug tgt after pa outin....
i seriously nid mugging momentum....

posted by ah dong ♥

haha...
thought i was able to mug after my mangoes...
bt im wrong...
haha...
mum fon me n wanted me to go renew passport even b4 i finish my mangoes...grrr....

anyway...
is a bz day for me...
rushin here n thr...
reach thr d den realize din bring my old passport...-.-"...
hav to travel bek home agn...

in the end...
i was informed dat my ic malfunction d...(stupid)
so hav to replace a new 1...

after all those craps...
i went for a haircut...
though i wanted to shave my head bald...
bt i din manage to...
after receivin all the negative comments...=p...


i rili wanna stay here a little bit longer...
missin all the food here...
n my family...
haha...
hav to leave soon...thx to pa camp...T.T...

hope dat i can come bek agn after pa...
which is most likely the case...=p...hav to collect ic...
muahahahaha...

posted by ah dong ♥

wakin up at 12 tis mornin was definitely the worst choice
i couldnt squeeze any energy out frm my body
to do wadeva thing

stupid sian mood....

though i placed my chem notes in frnt of me
i couldnt flip the notes open n read

duno wad happen to my monkey brain agn
jz feel like slpin for the rest of the day

and im sittin in frnt of my laptop...
duno wad to do wif it...
wanna switch it off...wanna leave it on...grrr....

my mind stil conflictin whether shud i shave my head bald.....
and conflictin bout lot of stuff.....

come'on stupid brain....
ct comin n the most important part of my body is down....
i nid sumthing to shock my brain up...


hmmm.....
i c sumthin cumin my way....
mango!!!wooo!!!
alrite....
im all cured!!!yea.....
happy muggin....haha....

posted by ah dong ♥

for the past 3 nites
im sleepin wifout blankets
and wif the aircons on
temp to min

is freakin cold....
and i wake up in the middle of the nites
wanderin around
wonderin whether to find blanket or controller (-.-")
in the end
i continue sleepin wifout both
im jz too tired

and all the food here is killin me
every food jz makin me wanna stay here longer
mayb i shud ignore pa camp....hehe....

though i rili miss all my frend
the noise pollution u all created for me....
haha...
bt i miss my family more...haha...

and the shockin fact...
i jz hav a couple of new family members...
hamster....wth....
and i jz noticed dat a female hamster jz ate(i mean rili bite and eat) another hamster's baby....
-.-"....i saw the remains of the baby...


alrite...
i shud stop all the crap nw...
and focus on the chessboard...
im "teachin" my little bro...
muahaha....

posted by ah dong ♥

haha
after half a year
i finally return to my bed
my own bed (nw filled wif my bro's crappy stuff)

will b missing all those ppl i miss
n stil loving all those ppl i love

nitezzz.......

posted by ah dong ♥

IM BEK!!!!

haha
helo everybody
im bek frm my 5hrs of car ride frm penang to my home
nth bad happen of cz
im safe

most important thing is....
the FOOD!!

laksa,xia mian,curry fish head...omg!every food in m'sia rox!!
im evolving into a pig nw
the food jz make me unstoppable

meanwhile
i was able to fill my stomach wif DURIANS!!!=p...
is beyond fantastic!!

to all those buggers who wan me to bribe dem...
no way!!
haha


while u all muggers r mugging thr
im enjoyin my food here...
haha...

bye..
im crawlin to my food agn!!=p...

posted by ah dong ♥

yoyoyo!!!
im bloggin frm changi terminal 2...
haha...

goin to board my plane in 50 mins....


i rushed here after my interview....
n i think i screwed my interview...
shud start mugging trng manuals....-.-"....

wil b bek by 9...
n stop bugging me for presents...!!!( especially ah maa...coz i tink i wil find u da bian tou shoe...haha)
looking forward to my plane ride to penang
n meetin my family!!!^^...

posted by ah dong ♥