while walkin bek frm the bus stop jz nw....
everytin flashed across my mind...
since the 1st day i join pa...
till nw...
it has always been filled wif sweet memories....
even wif all the scoldings...pms-ings....
bt nw...
everythin jz seem to contradict the meanin behind...
"the small and cosy family"...
are v rili dat small...??
and r v rili dat cosy...??
r v rili stil a family when v hav generation gap...??
when v hav cliques...??
when v hav all sorts of ppl havin different feelings towards each other...??
i blif thrs no any single family in tis world hav negative feelings towards each other forever...
is alrite to argue...
is alrite to fight...
bt arent all families bcome closer after fights n arguments...??
and arent all the members supposed to help each other...??
is sad to c our family disintegratin...
wif members leavin the family...for all sorts of reasons...

for me...
is nt rili the tech stuff...or servin ppl dat attract me to tis family...
the only attractive thing is...
the family itself...
is the bond...the happiness dat keep me goin in pa...

i knew dat thrs sumthin dat is unachievable...
i mean v all accept failures...v accept failin over n over agn...
bt v dun accept ppl nt tryin...
the sweetest memories...the happiest time...
doesnt come frm achievin sumthin...
dey came frm the process of tryin...n failin...n tryin agn...
and wif the whole family bein thr for u...
tryin n failin tgt wif u...
dey also came frm the part where u noe dat every single members r havin faith in u...
everythin is impossible when v noe thr no one thr to support us...
when v noe dat nobody r havin faith in us...

v dun col ourself "a small n cosy family" for nth...
n v nid ppl to hav faith in us...
v nid ppl to hav trust in us...
n v nid more shit so dat v can argue more n get closer...=p...



wad a cock walk dat kill my brain cells...
haha...
pls entertain me durin my walk next time...
my brain cells gt their rights to live as long as im alive...!!!
haha...
enjoy ur nights ppl...

posted by ah dong ♥